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Idiot. What the fuck does he know? What the fuck do any of you know?

He'll come back.

I don't know that for sure!!

But you're afraid that that'll happen, aren't you?

I don't know! I guess! [draws his knees up again, wrapping his arms around them] ...I keep dreaming about it.

[He nods thoughtfully] The person you allied yourself with is a killer, Devit. He creates monsters that murder people, and plans to commit genocide. Do you really think that he thinks of you as anything more than a tool?

No? I mean... probably not? I don't know! [draws in on himself a little] I don't want to talk about this anymore!

[Shito twitches with irritation] Fine. But you'd better not go back to him, because I wouldn't be surprised if he'd feed you to his akuma. You should just forget about that and stay here.

[He stretches out on his back on the grass, looking up at the sky] It'd be way better for you, I think.

[silently glares at the ground for a while]

...It's not that easy, you know.

[He looks at Devit without sitting up] Why not?

It just isn't!

[A frustrated noise] Fine. Do what you want.

[stays silent for a few moments, then glances at him with a frown]

Are you mad?

[He looks up again] No. I just don't want to see you get killed by a psycho because you're too trusting.

It's not that! [ugh, why is it so hard to make him get it?] It's just-- Even if I wanted to stay, I can't!

Why not?

Because my Noah won't let me!

Huh? [He blinks and sits up] Your Noah? I thought you were a Noah.

I am, but... I don't know, it's complicated! But I've been gone three months already, and even though I don't want-- I don't know what'll happen if I go back, there's like a fucking voice in my head telling me I have to and it's driving me fucking crazy!